I remember being unable to express love,
I remember being slow to change.
Valmont's aunt while consoling Madame de Tourvel, who has confessed that she is in love with Valmont and can't help herself, says, reflecting the wisdom of all who have been there, "In such matters all advice is useless."
ripples in the surface of the air
surrounded by a juju bauble
colors of skin, raspberries, water
hair from inside, webcam, July 14, 2003
"...flying in from London to your doors...
I write my song to that city heart beat..."
They're all for you, even if I don't say it.
Open decisions: dye hair again? buy a laptop? which house to buy? other?
crystalline windchime praying for white,
one never so cold before tonight
dream content and safe amid the storm.
always your heartbeat, always the morn.
there's one unit of time:
as long as it takes